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I'm having a terrible time at the moment.
My boyfriend knows i purge, and i promised him i would stop, i knew i shouldnt have made that promise, i broke it with in the first day, i am such an idiot. Im suprised hes not angry at me, i told him i cant keep to that promise again, but i will try.
So i am back to restricting, its going horrible cus when i go over what i should have i need to purge, but i think about my boyfriend and i know i shouldnt. Im going to start the five bite diet tomorrow, hopefully i will do that untill christmas :)
Wish me luck.